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玲记在心: Be Strong
Monday, September 8, 2008

玲记在心: Be Strong (The Letter)

Dear blog,

I’m feeling real piss off by the waiting of bus 161. With the waiting of bus is still not enough, I even had to bear with the jam. When I saw the cars being jam, I had a very strong feeling of wanting to jump off the bus and give each car a powerful punch. Just wanted my powerful punch could get so powerful and would cause all the car that I hit to fly far far away from me. I am really in a bad mood, everything I see just seems to irritate me.

Once I finally reached woodland interchange, I had to wait for 902 again. Reached school, had to walk real fast and wait for the long arrive lift!! What is wrong with all the waiting? Even worst, when I finally reached my level 5, I ran into a wrong class. Immediately I say a “sorry” and then ran to the other side of wall. Again, wrong class!! It was like in a maze and i just could not be able find my own classroom. I can’t afford to wait at all. Every single min is important for my G.P.A. And it surely do affect my mood to study for that day if mark are being deduct due to late.

Well, I do not know what got into me. Maybe is because I saw a Grade “C” for last week enterprise?
Or maybe is the change of class?


I remember I had once written something in my RJ during sem1.
The Question was, “How well do you think you are doing in RP, problem based learning?”
Here is what I wrote: “I had no problem getting myself use to a new environment. But I know if it was to be in long term, I will get sick of it.”

This morning was really in a bad mood to keep wasting my time to wait and wait for so many things just to get to school. This waiting had been going on every day since sem1. But I guess it’s the Grade “C” which form as a key that open the long locked up unhappiness in my heart. I’m starting to get bored of the schooling day. *Yawn…

Grace missed school today. Went to break with Ruiming, Rebecca and Samantha. As usual, I talk a lot. Ruiming and Rebe went off first as they had to rush back for their worksheet. Accompany Samantha to buy bubble tea and was shocked when samantha turn to me and say: “You do not seem to be in a good mood ya?” I was really surprise when she told me that. Never will I thought that anyone will notice my mood as I was really still chatting happily, joking away. I did not share with anyone about my mood yet and here she noticed it. Thanks samm.

Sometime I know there are people who will listen to me. But I will only choose to hint one person who I love to share that matter to. Just one is enough. I do not want to bother too much people. I know I will get myself up again, and I had to no matter what. A listening ear is all I need. Just for awhile. But I guess they/that person are just so busy and therefore did not notice anything? Or maybe that person who I wanted to share to just never had thought I had bad/sad mood? Anyway, time for me to “Jia You”. I'll still had to get my days move on. Hope thing could get better.

From: Xiuling
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