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玲记在心: Not that special
Sunday, November 30, 2008

玲记在心: Not that special

Had a dream this morning. I thought it's for real and was happy enough for a moment till I'm really awake. I sat aside and know it's all too late. I always thought it's me, who make your world goes round but in fact, it's you who make mine.

Because I'm too "smart", thus you always ended with disappoint. All the surprise planned seems to be wasted. But it's actually being remember by me. Because of me, who always not too good in expressing myself, not good in words, thus ended again with disappoint yet never give up. You did a lot for me and never ask for return.

You shows and proved to me what you believed in. I finally understood everything. I could not hold back the time but just see it ticking. You understand me and accept who I am, even the timid me. You will never know the true because we are both hiding. Or maybe it's me.

I'm nothing. I am still me. So useless.