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玲记在心: I'm quiet now
Sunday, December 28, 2008

玲记在心: I'm quiet now

Not being able to attend grandma’s birthday is already sad for me. I just told it to just two people in my life. Just as I’m looking forward about tomorrow outing, it breaks my glass heart.

Right very now, I’m feeling pain. Note, it’s not angry, but pain is the word. The word regret going to RP just allows my whole heart sank deep into the no depth sea. It tastes salty. Never ever someone told me that he/she regret knowing me in this world. I think, I had just did it to someone life.

My fear is killing me as I can’t speak the true. No one bring me out of the fear even though he/she always said they will. Everyone know fear need time to cure, but did anyone really give? Years of fear and just wanted it to be cure at this very moment. I can say nothing and not even think, because you just hang it up.

Someone told me:”when a person is angry, whatever reason won’t make sense to her”.

I hope that person is right. At least, it’s telling me that when the person cools down, she will think for me. If she doesn’t, don’t ask me how. I’m lost right now.
If you think you can still guide, then show me.
If you think you can’t, then just tell me str.