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玲记在心: I won't balme you but Myself, still
Sunday, January 18, 2009

玲记在心: I won't balme you but Myself, still

I don’t care about how is my past day I’m only looking forward for this day, today.
If you did not want to go out why not just tell me str in the first place?
Why promise? Keep rushing me and then this is what I get, nothing.
You should know how much I treasure today because I have been reminding you every single min.

From the moment I see you out with that type of clothing, I know what’s in your mind.
You make me no mood for anything but still, I accompany you to sell that phone.
I don’t want to be in “Houagng”. This day suppose to be special!!
When everything is spoil, nothing can be make up for it.
So what if you give me $100?
So what if you want to treat me good food? I have no more appetite.
Everything is too late.

I’m just so pissed off by your every action!! When you shout at me in the bus, you know, I will dislike it. I dislike people who shout and here you are!! I’m giving you enough face and so I bear. If you are not someone important to me, you should know I will make sure you regret what you did. You know me too well of what I’m capable of. You talk to me because you know you are in the wrong!! But you have already disppoint me and hurt me a lot mdm!! So much for this day which I have been so excited about!!

With that more than sad mood of mine, I decided to call up friends in my contact list.
Decided to call Samm. But she did not pick up the phone at all. This is not the first time anyway. I won’t call any others else too as I had already picked up the first to call. Just that I make the wrong choice. No one to be blame, but I, myself. I won’t let any of the tear drops this time round.
Now I decided, I know how to vent it out. All by myself..

其实我想哭,但是哭不出来。
以前的我较快乐。我知道,
我自己才是那把锁的钥匙.