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玲记在心: "忍" (Bear)
Saturday, June 20, 2009

玲记在心: "忍" (Bear)

This few days I had a lot in mind. I can't follow my brain and leave my heart aside, dead. I'm too lazy to dig the past, explaining and reasoning anymore. Something is just not so right because I know all the quarreling and problem won't just simply stop. In fact, I know I had been pondering about this since months ago.

I had been feeling stress and tense up by a lot people and matters. For some, I don't really mind. They are the kind of people, I feel worth it, otherwise, important. But when important and worth turn me into negative, that's when I know "Stop". When problem came, I'm the kind of person which will always seek for peace instead of fight. I have no much talent but maybe "忍" (Bear).
The Chinese word, it's actually like a knife above the heart. Bearing is a painful thing and I can really withstand it most of the time till.... I did not even know where is my limit.

Everything are fine. There is up and down in our life. Who ever not? It's has always been what I am and how I have been. I don't see a big problem about it now. I have just understood everything and finally, I get it.

For some reason. The past had been the past. It's not important anymore and for now, I shall put a full stop to it. If the awaiting trouble or revenge is to be received from it, I guess, it's me to be blame. For trusting the wrong one in the first place. Bear in mind, I'm kind of a big deal. :)