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玲记在心: Down
Monday, September 14, 2009

玲记在心: Down

I am suppose to Meet Grace for our PP but was cancelled because both of us was not feeling that well. Sigh~

I am really getting troubled as days goes by.
I’m afraid that lacking of inner calm might soon lead me to real hollow, although I seem to be covering it up quite well, I guess.
I am not enjoying this holiday which I first look upon on. Ever since year 2 started, my life had been in a big mess. The dateline for PP is due soon and yet I’m still far away from the finishing point. What the hack am I actually doing? I came this far and then everything seem so misty now. My dream, my life, my hope, my happiness, as well as my health…..they are withdrawing from me.

I make a wrong move and it lead me to the wrong path and then here am I, in this terrible state.
I really wish I could turn back the time, but I could not.
Siewling, You have to do something for your life, for yourself. Not just words, but actions.

此时不需追过去，责备当时已是晚..